.Thursday, November 06, 2008 ' 12:55 AM Y
ohmygosh.
last week was great.
but this week is darn depressing.
so let's see.
first, my depressing Cambodia essay.
i had sucha hard time researching for it and typing it till 4.30am in the morning.
and when i went to upload the essay to hand in, i saw someone else's paper.
so i read it.
AND MINE SUCKED.
seriously.
and as i can guess, that girl was made presenter, which means her essay is darn well written.
gosh.
im so screwed.
and i just went to read the other essays,
mine sucked even freaking more.
i mean seriously.
what the hell.
i have lost all essay writing skills and am on the brink of graduating with a mere pass i think.
i cant get my merit!!!
argh.
NOW.
the second issue.
i got a freaking CCCCCC for my soci of pop culture essay.
like seriously.
i (self proclaim) thought that i was quite good at that, and this is the first time i've ever had a C for soci cos normally, i'd get at least a B+ for it. NOT A 'C'!!
so yes. im so screwed. with the two essays that i know i scored lousy in, and such a heavy weightage. im well on my way to hell-dom.
THEN.
my macroecons results are out.
and i think i failed it.
i hafta wait till friday to get my results.
but wth. the mean was 23%.
out of 30%
and i answered barely half the questions confidently.
gosh.
im so dead.
i think im the lowest in the level.
i hope it wont come true =(((
pretty please......
AND NOW.
i made cheesecake out of being happy from getting my iTouch for bf.
and i put in too much lemon, so much so that its too sour.
argh.
and i know boyfriend doesnt like it =((((
GREAT.
its only wednesday and i feel TOTALLY screwed for all the way till december.
now guess what.
i cant find a location for my birthday.
KILL ME.
i might just take up grace's suggestion and hold it at the void deck.
spacious, windy, cheap. not a bad idea.
we could all sleep there even!!
oh gosh.
im so sarcastic i cant stand myself.
i think for once, peiru is really gonna study.
let's pray all ends well alright?
i need an average B for all my subs.
oh gosh.
i think im gonna suffer from insomnia again!!!
Labels: cheesecake, insomnia, loves, school