.Sunday, June 10, 2007 ' 11:49 PM Y
bad day today.really.
firstly, i forgot to bring my name tag.
supervisor ngiam nvm.
then the
security auntie that i was supposed to get a temp nametag from..
thought that she was so great..
doing me some BIG HUGE favour..
by giving me the tag instead of making me pay for it.
i really didnt mind paying.
cos it could be refunded.
BUT.
she made me seem like i couldnt afford $5.yes. 5 frigging bucks.
i cant even eat a mos burger meal -_-''''
owells.
that finished.
lunchtime was horrors.
i cant even find seats to eat in mac.
like at 3pm.
it's after lunch hours.
no seats at taka, shaw.
den we had to eat at the one at shaw towers, first floor.
nvm.
den they didnt sell milkshake -_-''''
den nvm.
ah gong nv come.
or rather, made me shock by bringing 3 fellow ah gongs.
lols.
left me to rot alone.
THEN.
the ultimate bomb.a frigging nehneh barluckoo basket banana chips customer.
she's like older than my parents..
and then she didnt know anything about chinese herbs or medicine.
den she came to my counter.
asked me..
1) what pot shud i buy if i wanna decoct chinese medicine.
soo.. i pointed to the pot i had specially for medicine.
OKAY
she didnt believe me.
so.
i asked her instead..
is it chinese
HERBS or MEDICINE?wah lao eh.
then she got irritated by me.
she was like " i came here to ask you qns so u can assist me.. not for you to qns me back!"
piang ehs. herbs for soup and medicine super different can. -_-'''
she was so unhappy that i wasnt an old fat auntie selling pots but a uni temp staff -_-'''
she kept emphasizing that i had no experience whatsoever.
and then she kept mentioning that.." in her mother's times.. when i was still young.."
HELLO.
do i look like iwas born when u were young?!??!
omg.
how am i supposed to know?
i cant believe i actually took all this shit and was stilll smiling.
gosh.
im a hypocrite.
all for a job.
reality just struck me big time.
OH.
wan yoong kyra and shijie came to save me at 7 =)))
so nice of them!!
i miss all three of the MIA-ers larh!!
internal struggle.
vex.
omg.
help me.
im supposed to be happy..
but im not.
i think.