.Thursday, February 08, 2007 ' 10:46 PM Y
okayy.
im gonna type a nice normal post.
or at least TRY to.
it's because i've been looking at all my past posts..
and they really look like funny crap.
i'm trying hard to
minus out all the
should-not-be-here stuff already.
add them on your own if you wanna. heh.
i was kinda irritated today. by people.
so i decided to shut up and listen to my nice walkman phone that's going nuts every moment..
so much so that i wanna exchange it for a new phone. it's not that ___ cause it still functions..
but.. it''s really ___ enough for me to want to change it. heh.
i really din type the words out. add it yourself =))
and yes.
i passed on going for FREE hot yoga class.
pardon me. it wasnt my fault that the cycle started.
heh.
and so i decided to be ___-___ girl for the day.
i was really ___ larh.
it just got on my mood and i decided that i was irritated and then i decided not to go.
sorry cloe and calis.
OH. and that _ _ _ _ RP programme irritates me.
i mean what has it got to do with us??
and there aint enough programmes for me to select from.
gosh. owells.
i'be decided to postpone my no-fast-food diet to maybe like..
when i feel like it.
but i really haven drank coke-sprite kinda drinks this week.
except for one day. that particular restaurant only had those kinda drink.
i KNOW they just didn't want me to diet.
oh people. dont roll your eyes like me. heh.
owells. my life has pretty much been blank for the past week and this..
maybe just my cute jap guy, taiwan guy and korean guy.
owells
VALENTINE'S coming!!!im
SOOO looking forward to it..for no particular reason whatsoever.. so think straight.
heh.
people around me have really been indulging themselves in their own emoments.
and the problems they have with the 4 letter word, it's enough to make you feell sad too.
maybe i'd never understand.. cause i really dont know what it's REALLY about. i havent understood.. since like secondary sch to now.. life's SO hard.
really.. how do we ask for a simple life??
i dont believe people can really be happy the way they are.
i mean the grass is always greener on the other side.
we'd always look at what we dont have.. and then dwell so much on it.
it's like.. i dont have good grades.. enough money.. big house.. and there're like so much stuff for me to worry about. gosh. what a life i have..
yeah.. that kinda thinking sucks BIG time.
was talkin to a friend.. and then she was like... i realise loads of stuff.
but what i wanna say is.. it's a part of our life.. how we only realise after so much time.. and then we'd think like what we did was only wishful thinkin and really foolish of us.. assumptions we make.. mistakes we made.. it's all like that larh. i mean.. it happens to all of us.. i did that too.. and i suffered enough for it.. but i know one thing.. and that ignoring ppl.. pretending they were not a part of our life is hard.. and STUPID. SO. dont do it.. it's realy foolish.. dont make our life so hard.. really..
assumptions on our part..
always us..
isnt there any on your side too??
okayys.
sorry bout that.
one of my rare emoments.
i have a good question..
not supposed to be offending.. really.
what does it feel to be really fat? like obese kind..
i mean with people like me staring.. discrimination and all..
along with all the problems that come along with it.. how do they live with it?
why do they not overcome that "problem"?
or are they really happy in the way they are??
i wanna sit at a nice isolated coffee house..
read a nice book..
listen to nice jazzy music..
and while my time away.
all the aroma that hits you when you step into the place.
ah gosh~
okayys. that's about it =)
benkyoushimasu.
