.Monday, November 20, 2006 ' 2:56 AM Y
sis bought the chocolate fondue thingy today. so i can have choco fondue whenever i want it now=) but i think i'll not eat it any time soon after the session i had with it today. i ate ALOT. and do u know how much oil u actually have to add to make the chocolate flow down the thingy??!! ALOT. really. im serious. i think mom added like 5 tablespoons at least for like 300++ grams of chocolate. gawd. owells. nvm.
was supposed to study today. turned out that my plans were ruined when dad said it was family day and we have to go look for new sofa blah stuff. i love recliner seats!! so nice and comfy =D i like the one as yuxin's place. and i din noe i had a photo taken with me sleeping on it=( so not nice. but still. comfy =) recliner chair here i come!!! hehe. okayys. im lame. i know. im suffering from pre-exams procrastinating stress. hahas.
i realise im turning cheena. cos i dun have english songs on my com at all. help. cheenafied. oh my. i use to like english stuff alot. but it din continue and the cheena genes took over and reigned supreme in me for quite some time. now it's gonna subside. i hope. hehe.
performance is coming, exams too. and i know that there's unhappiness going on among ppl. myself included. i shan't deny that. but i hope that on performance day itself, it won't affect us. and that the performance will go on smoothly. there's enuff trouble as it is with costumes, dance items and i hope nothing pops up to spoil it. =)
and then after performance, i might consider quitting dance. it's really been on my mind for quite some time. but i cant bring myself to thin bout stopping and not dancing at all. i've been doing it for more than half my life. and the ppl that dance has brought me to.. i really wanna keep all that together. i know what it will be like when ppl leave. we tend to forget. in a year, we'll still remember each other.. in 3years we'll have vague impressions... and then, we'll forget. but i still hope that we can still meet up =) we shall not forget all the important people in my life. i might take up another type cos im sure i dun wanna stop dancing. and when things settle for me and my uni life, i might just commit myself to RAD's teaching course, together with others who wanna join=D it'd be so much easier with friends.
but i think we cant help it. there's bound to be an end to these classes. we cant forever be students. with busy schedules, it'd be so hard to even attend lessons with full attendance even for once a week. i really hope we can at least have A1 lessons, so that i wont quit. i dun wanna waste mom's money doing stuff that wont help me improve technically, and i dun wanna take up unnecessary attention that exam girls should get.
i realise that many of us have problems deep within. but appearances might deceive us. what stops us from even telling the closest ppl? i hope everyone who's experiencing some kind of trouble or low period can cheer up. be optimistic barh. i need to do that too =) one fine day i shall come clean bout everything.. but only when im ready. =D
gambatte everybody!!
owells. i wonder what made me type all that. i was just supposed to get my brain away from sociology for a while. and i din say anything bout poofy =) except now!! yuxin gave me evil testi. =(
mug. tata.
