.Sunday, October 22, 2006 ' 1:32 AM Y
warning: skip the following nonsensical blabberings.i've been thinking.. and i really realise the world's round and small.. so the things that can happen to ppl are largely similar.. dun you think so..? i mean like you can group what ppl feel easily into a few groups.. happiness.. sadness.. neutral.. whatever.. anger.. empathy..yeah.. u get the picture.. i mean like people have the same kinds of problems.. family.. friends.. love.. relationships are so troubling.. but ppl still stick their foot into the mess.. giving and giving.. only to get hurt in the end.. isnt it very foolish of people?? i think it is. but. why do ppl change over time?? why cant ppl just be the same throughout.. i really dun understand. and i dun want to.
so ppl.. if u have troubles.. just open your mouth to whom u feel u wanna talk to.. u'd be really surprised to know that the people feel the same way or have the same experience.. so it's really a comfort to share. just like how i had done it and allowed a relief of emotions. you can too =)
i yearn for.. but i hate the yearning.. i want to.. but i hate the wanting..i try to.. but i hate the trying..i change.. but i hate the changing..i just realise that ppl have double standards.. it's very hard for ppl to do the same thing feel the same thing for everyone they meet.. they get angry at ppl for doing things that they themselves too.. okay.. i shall use the word "ourselves" to include ME. why can we treat everyone the same.. and reflect upon our own actions before doing whatever we do??i wanna learn to do that.. i wanna be peaceful on my inside. i dun wanna get angry so easily at people. i dun wanna be so judgemental. i really dun want to. when u think of how you were to treat yourself how you treat other ppl.. u really feel like changing.. guess that's why ppl change huh..
okies. end of blabber.
hahas. my dad bought my mom the 'goong' vcd.. so it means i can watch it again =) for all you ppl out there who want english subs for the vcd.. u have to buy the dvd which has the original casing.. it's about $58 for your info thou. so. watch it on youtube den =)
i like shin's character.. but i like yul for his person =) i;m being judgemental now.. but still.. i'll try not to..
oh. i want KIM JEONG HUNG'S CD =D any kind souls out there?? it can be no.16 of my wish list =) or maybe it'd be under 15 =)
